HONGANASU (Morning Dream )..

Everyone have heard about Early Morning Dreams come TRUE..

But there are only few who have experienced, Im very lucky that Im one among them..
Really guys Dreams comes true.. !!!!!! Just believe it.

When I see my Dream comes true for a second i just freeze up n feel like im still in dreams...

Here is one of my dream came true n its the reality in which im living :

\\\\\\\\ 5 Months back from today

The days were horrible, each day i used to think about my days after college .. :(
By that time i have given aptitude test for almost more than 15 companies n not cleared even one..

Final year project was incomplete, internals, exam date's were near. Those day's really bugged me off too the core. But i had a smile in ma face as always, saying " Me dooboonga tho mere sath dene kuch log aur bhi hai doobnekeliye.. :P "

Some where across ma mind i was confident that " My destiny is written some where and that ll be the best thing which god have decided for me.. :) "

Thinking this, closed ma eyes and slept after a tough day..
Got up by little confusion n thinking what i dreamed about, by then i forgot and felt like , hav i dreamed some thing.. ??? hmm.. well tat was out of my reach to dream it again..

July 10, 2010 the the last day of my college exam, the day which revoked all my worries again and in broader way..

Next 2 days i was taking rest in home, but ma mind was totally some where else.... :(


Started job hunting, after couple of days being in home ( Bugged off )and went for attend an interview.

The best part was Pradeesh was with me and on the other side he was already selected in Sonim technologies (Mobile's domain company ) and he came with me to be in a safer side by having another job if he is not called from tat company( Since we both of us luck were running through a very bad time)..

Just got a bus to BTM (Bangalore) from college and Prdeesh friend guided us to the company where we suppose to attend interview..

As Pradeesh and his friend went in front-of me i was following them, as we just passed in front of the company i saw three flags flying in the sky, in the middle Indian flag, right of it Karnataka flag (might be Afraid kannad parishats.. :P) dono abt the other flag (dont remember) and a Glass building. At that moment i felt " Hey i have seen this building tat too in ma dreams ".

Tat day i was just felt i was still dreaming, was suppose to tell this to pradeesh but then felt "lets give the interview ll tell it later ".

Finally i was selected in this company ( Enzen Tech ) at the end of second day interview process.

Well this was my destiny written for me, Dreams really shows our destinies which u cant imagine.

So " Dream it, bee Part of it and Live within it.. :)"

------------- *** Will be Continued with more of my DREAMS***---------------

All Tangible Reactions Are " ATTRACTION "

After a long long time in a new place, hanging with cousins, having good time was exploring all the roads.. :) But i never knew that the last road which v entered and which leads to my new home ll make a memorable one.. :)


I'm the youngest guy im our family ( other cousins r there but they r all very young )but will not look like tat if i stand next to ma cousins. After roaming we decided to lets go back to home, on the way from far v saw a young girl trying to learn cycling.. :P she couldn abl to balance the cycle n fell down in front of us n tried to stood up fast since v cousin's ver laughed loudly (especially me, cant help it ).. :)


When v went much near to her " well a fare grl, charming face, long hare pretty n good looking grl "(Strange to see learning cycling at tat age).


After tat day twice i saw her in the temple which was in-front of her home n from past so many days was visiting dat temple wasn't seen her der and realized tat she is very new to this place den after v never passed across for a year ( hoping im not guessing wrong ) ..


This time when v met i was in 5th sem BE, fed up with traveling in outer ring road of Bangalore to reach coll and explored a new rout ( with horrible bus timings )..
Well any how managed to the new route.. :)


A fine day just was sitting in bus, suddenly a grl came n sat on the seat front of me ( 3 feet gap n der was 3 seats between us ).Seeing her i got to know tat she is the one, on whom i laughed a lot n she also saw me ( i wished she shouldn't remember me )..


We regularly used to see each other in the same bus n in the same place in-front of each other.Never gave a concentration on her..whenever i see someone i keep eye to eye contact never hide myself. But if i don't want to see never look into dem tats my ATTITUDE.


The days went like this,


Now was in 6th sem,as usual i used to see her in the same bus.


" AS after the spring each day DAWN is different n look more beautiful than previous day, she started looking more gorgeous day by day ".


I observed this change (well i observe few, she was one f dem ).. :P

In this observation i also observed tat she was staring some one n tat fellow was myself.. :( ( First time i felt some irritation when someone staring like tat )


She used to be in the bus earlier than me. By now v started speaking in d air,I giv her a smile even she used to giv a smile in reply... :)


Tats y i call " ALL TANGIBLE REACTIONS ARE ATTRACTION ".


This happened might be becoz of my " eye to eye " Attitude, which made her to think tat i like her which was not.


Actually i can say " No one can understand grls what dey like n dislikes. Thats y grls r called THE DEEP BLUE SEA "


By now i started avoiding her, started to sit in other side of the bus n made it luk like by no other seats was sitting der .


The last time i saw her, when v passed opposite to each other n her eyes ver saying everything tat time, " That True Attraction Toward Someone For The First Time " (its not like der is a False attraction ).


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I just want to say " First attraction towards a stranger makes u to Feel Something Special ".

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Attraction is Good but the AGE at which it has happened is not GOOD.
The grl was younger than me, she might not thought of it but i was aware.
I can say mistake done unknowingly is not meant to be punished but for knowingly done shouldn't be forgiven.


I wish by now she might have understood these Fundas Of Life n took it positively, as i did for my self.. :)


Magar bato bato me kaya khehna uski anke chand k chandani ki thara har wasqth chamak raha tha.. :P

My Name Is JEEVA PRAKASH ... :)

Among 10 of my friends one at least would hav asked y my parents selected name "Jeeva Prakash" for me and who suggested this name.. ????.


Rag was one of my friend who used to ask this Question to me n was never answered him.. :)


Even i still remember an incidental happened when i was in my final year diploma -
This happened when i was in 6th sem.


Every semester once v hav been promoted to next semester our class name was announced on the notice board - outside the lab.


I had my lab scheduled in the morning -i think it was on Tuesday , 2nd weak of July.
V ver instructed to remove our shoes n enter the lab each time, was just like a drill all those three years.I personally heated tat.


After finishing my lab i just came out n was wearing my shoes n someone behind me saying

"look at this name JEEVA PRAKASH D R " it sounded so louder i was able to here tat, although it was not actually...
"so diff name it is" some one said i dono d the grl(junior) name till now even though she stay near to my home n v ll be passing through each other regularly..


I stood up, turned and said "Im jeeva " do u want to ask anything.. ????

dey just gave strange look ( but d grl who said was pretty ) n went inside the lab....


Such incidents ver common to me,i used to feel nice n even then used to think my name is tat much strange.. ????

Really friends, especially RAG GOWDA myself dono who suggested this name to my parents...


Even my mom didn got to know how my dad selected this name and came to the hospital on second day morning of my birth and announced in the hospital that his child name is "JEEVA PRAKASH"..


Till now i hav never seen to any child anyone would hav kept such a wonderful name so fast.. I LOVE MY NAME.. :)


But i can say this name is was meant to be especially for me only.. :)


Once my mom said -
"when she was carrying me ( a between 4 to 5 month old child) as part of her own body, my grand mom n my dad decided dat my mom cant handle one more baby since my Bro was around 9 months baby(dono correctly). So what she did she gav tablets to my mom to dump the baby. This was not for one time, for thrice... Took my mom to hospitals...
But that was not happened.. :) "


The SOUL was so strong tat even after having poisons, make up to leave..
Tat i can say " No one can Kill a SOUL "
The SOUL was suppose to come to the real world with SHINE, so tat happened on 14th MAY.


Might be this is how my name JEEVA PRAKASH came up.. :) Means "SOUL Of SHINE"...


RAG I hope now u might not hav a tat question.. :)